I'm An Extremist

I Over-exaggerate, over-react, over-everything
because I'm an extremist.

Moderation has never been my thing.
That whole less is more gimmick? never got it...

In fact, if i didn't know any better I'd put on so much makeup that i looked like a drag queen
because..... I'm an extremist.

I never learned the beauty of quiet power, silent strength.


I'd probably tap dance to get your attention rather than say something witty or cunning because....
you guessed it, I'm an extremist.

Maybe it's because i was "invisible" for so many years or the fact that I'm trying to over-compensate for my compact size.

Actually i'm much more likely to want to go bungee jumping or cliff diving than ride a motorcycle. You know why? Because I'm an effing extremist.

My Philosophy? All or None
If you can't finish don't start.
If you won't do it well, don't do it at all.

In fact if i was trying to kill off people i'd be more likely to use weapons of mass destruction than lethal gas.

I'm sure you know why.

Thank you! You may now return to your regular programming.

Grr.....

"Having ADHD feels natural to me - seeing as I have always been this way. What I can say - now that I am aware that I have it - is that the diagnosis has given me an awareness how much it has impacted my life. I do get disgusted with myself because of my procrastination, yet the disgust has not propelled me into attempting to change my ways.

I guess the most overwhelming feeling related to ADHD is that of knowing about my lost potential - that I will likely never reach my potential. Hopefully I can settle for being a good (though perceived as scatterbrained by my family) person." - At Heart

I'm pretty sure the fact that i'm even attending college is self-deprecating because it not only facilitates but perpetuates the false labeling. I'm sure you've heard them lazy, withdrawn, slow, etc..

The Beautiful People...

Okay, so I have this awkward thing for those Afro-Mexicans. Maybe it's my inner Belizean but....


This song seemed appropriate.


Kid Cudi








This was to me, ofcourse.





Stacey Dash





& finally, @ 42 after having a couple of kids...jikfdjignekfoj?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!


Necole Bitchie said that Stacey's possibly going through a midlife crisis but i think shes tryin to promote her underwear line.


Buy these silk cotton stretch ruffle back panties here

Let's not forget Sheila E.



& Allegedly Jimi Hendrix

WHERE THEY DO THAT AT?: Female Sexuality Edition

Why is it that when you tell someone your still a virgin and your over the age of 15 people look at you like you have the fucking plague, then they proceed to give you the sideways glare like that cashier who cuts your card in half at the store. They're all like the V-card? Nah, we don't take that here we only take American Express!

...like something has to be wrong with you and if you sold your body on the corner, only then would you be accepted by them cause only then would you be on their level.


WHERE THEY DO THAT AT?

Second Scenario:
Any sexually liberated girl, that takes precaution but still gets it in--Beautiful mind, successful, but she likes to twerk it, explores herself while exploring someone else is all of a sudden a #BitschSlutHoSlideJumpoffSkeetProstitute, #Can'tTakeHerHomeToMomz, #GetInMyBackSeatBeforeIEvenBuyYouAMochaLatte!

Example: Stacey Cruzado (You may have seen her with Kid Cudi)
You know she's real because she uses her real name! You can search her on Facebook!

She studies art at the University of Toledo.
She obviously has major ambition, and brains. (Check her blog)
Is she a ho because she decided to pose for Playboy?

No No No, Where They Do That At?

Edit: I don't judge actions, I Judge motives behind the actions
Let's say the girl's doing it to boost her self esteem. Wouldn't condone that.
Let's say she's reacting to a traumatic experience like sexual abuse or rape. Wouldn't condone it but i'd respect it.
Let's say she's not having sex but she's just free spirited. Maybe likes to show off her body. That's her prerogative!



What do you think of this video? I totally understand what he's saying but is that really just "how it is" or is it men and women conforming to the pressures of society?

Coffee is the color of your skin

You can't really complain about black representation in the modeling world (or maybe you can but just humor me).
Check out these bad bitches!



Sessilee Lopez, Jourdan Dunn, and Arlenis Sosa
backstage at Jean-Paul Gaultier

sidenote:Every model had a fake tattoo of their name on their chest.
I kind of want one now, tell me that's not hot?

This is the beautiful Sessilee Lopez Again


I have a serious girlcrush on this woman. You might've caught her in Kanye's "flashing lights" video (the first version, i think) and she was rumored to have dated him for a bit. Damn Kanye, you sure know how to pickem!

More Models =)

Psst, does anyone know this one's name?


Chanel Iman, her makeup is beautiful!


Alek Wek

Naomi's loony but i'm diggin' the hair!


Roshumba Williams

Don't You Just Love A Man With Tattoos?....yum

Tattoo fetishes and scar fetishes are different sides of the same coin.
But what is it about inked up or scarred men? Maybe it's the fact that they possibly have a story to tell or a cross to bear. or is it every girl's secret yearning for the bad boy? Is it our admiration of their use of the male body, preferably toned, as a canvas? Do we enjoy delving in the self expression of others?

Let's be honest half of you just think men with tattoos are easy to g-mac on.
I know the deal you ask the meaning of one of their more interesting inked emblems then you precede to gush about a supposedly similar interest and badabaaammm. Sly Mo-fos!

Well anyway these are some of my favorite tatted men ;)


Trey Songz in Urban Ink ;b... (that was my attempt at making a drooling smiley)




Travis Barker


The Beautiful, Justin Timberlake


Travis McCoy (please take Katy Perry away from Russel Brand!)


The Infamous John Mayer


Johnny Depp


Colin Farrell


Wiz Khalifa





Who are your favorite tattooed men?

Celebrity Spotlight: Ciara

In case you guys didn't know, I love artists who are hungry in the way that they pursue their craft. It's like they will do anything and everything to get ahead. ('Cause i feel the exact same way!)

Well anyway, Ciara seems to be back and better than ever with her new track "Basic Instinct (U Got Me)" I love her swag, and her style! Sexy/street without trying too hard? yess, it seems like the industry is becoming some kind of contest of who can be the most unique and eccentric which is a bit hard to digest at times. Thanks for being refreshing CeeCee!

P.S. The game is getting cut-throat. Artists are coming after eachother (Mia & Grace Jones vs. Lady Gaga, Ciara vs. Keri Hilson, Spectacular vs. Every Male R&B artist) Also, Why do R&B artists seem to feel the need to gain street credibility by rapping and putting out mixtapes? Somebody hip me to what's going on with modern music. I'm so confused.